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FREE DRINKS,PHOEBES WORKMATES,DANCEFLOOR=me being a happy little 19year old biatch

damn glutes

so a lot has happened through out this month
1-i quit my job
2-i had to look for a job
3-i joined the gym
4-i saw phoebe
5-i went to interviews
6-i talked to rekha
7-I GOT A JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so as you can see some aren't as important but thats how i can pretty much some it all up nicely.
i can't say that i came on here to rite a huge post becuz i just wanted to rite about these things that have seemed to have even though sound ordinary some how taken up my entire free time which is awesome but now i can't look for jobs, my gym membership runs out and i now just have to wait for march 5. oh so what to do i don't know.

my job is at eds and i will be beginning my new journey in the company down below. In the mail room. helping out with filing documents,scanning, photocopying and so on. and even though that might sound easy and lame i am so excited and i really cant wait to begin my career there! i think its becuz its something that i am definately lookin forward to and i applied for the job myself not just coz others told me i really am wanting it and now that i have it i can't wait to begin.

thats about it am going now and thanks for reading its rushed but most of my life is and i have no idea how or why! love yall and hope you had a good "valentines day" :^

Too Complicated.

Ummm well seing as i'm here i thought i mite aswell post. I think i'm starting to do posts or do things on the internet coz i reckon its going to be soo good when i grow up and can look back on things that i use to rite either if they were rumbling nothings or true feelings i have shared with myself and the readers of this somehow hidden journal of mine.

My weeks not been too bad i can't complain now days its getting old and hey so am i eheheheh ahhh so i'll be turning twenty i think it'll be a good milestone or is it two that i will be reaching plus i can't wait to find out what lies ahead for me in my future. I should get things started by finally reaching my ever annoying goal of quitting my current job.
So what should i do after that i don't know? I want to get into some sort of 9-5 style of job coz i'm hella boring and needing a stable career???...i guess you could say.

the other day i watched my aunty get married in El Salvador she sent over a tape with a young fella that we know, Miguel. His gay>fun fact.? It was soooooo hmmmm funny? Is that the word i'm looking for? No it was very simple and really going off...which is good coz i could tell she enjoyed herself. I'm so glad that i got to see it, first gal in my family well my side of the family to TIE the freaken knot!!! uh i'm so proud. She was soooo beautiful with the whole white dress, flowers in her hair, the bouqet and the ring! heheh we're all surprised about the whole layout though coz she described it like it was so sad and that it looked so poor and shabby but i reckon it wasn't that far from being a young gals dream! I loved her cake, i'm so copying the cake design for when one day god willing my time comes and i marry! It was soo astonishingly rich looking which again bad rep from the bride saying it was simple...my goodness if thats simple whats an over the top cake look like?

Oh well thats about it guys and so yeah keep the love flowing and don't stop challenging yourself either big or small you'll reach them goals! MWAH LOVES!!!!

New years

so 2006 hasn't treated me any better or worse than other years but i must say i know more what i can stand, how, when and by who.

I don't mean that its all been too bad man i got the gorgeouest little nephew out of it and i couldn't wish for anything better but still like every year something is missing but i never know what. Maybe its stability or knowing that something will last for eternity. Family for one i can count on no matter how harsh or horrible i mite get family will always stick by my side and this year has opened my eyes to how much.

Friendships new or old were tested some won others have just baarely passed but either way their still going on and i sometimes ask myself why. i jump over backwards for friends but then to me what happens i get screwed over in some really gay ass way and that totally shits me off i'm nearly twenty and what i'm i going to feel??????? same as every year?

My resolutions completed, or not are to get a new job, new way of thinking of life, be more positive, actually listen to instructions and stick to my guns by speaking out if i want something or not.

I hate those sidewalkers who listen to others yet i have always been one......y don't ask.

I love my life with my family and i wouldn't change it. The other part is just confusing.

Nikolas is a blessing in disguise if i never spoke to anyone from school again i don't know how i'd feel but i'd know i'd have a family who love me very much so it wouldn't matter.

New years celebrations have finished and instead of enjoying myself i'm writing in here does that mean anything i'll let you decide.

Enjoy mucho your new leases on life this year and don't stop yourself from wanting to be different or yourself love every minute and know that no matter who you may be love willl always surround you somehow. spiritually,physically or mentally

katia had a baby boy Nikolas David!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so sexxxxxxxxxxyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

It better be back!!!!!!!!!!!

Does anyone ever really grow up???

The answer Nope they just get older.

Now i'm sure its easy to think someone has grown up becuz they're like 80 but they never even changed from how they were. Well by the way they act. I have noticed how no matter how old someone is when they come into my work or when i see them when i'm out they always act like they did when they were in highschool which is a dead give a way of how they use to be or how they wanted to be. And if this is the case i feel seriously in doubt about my ability to cope with what we'll be coming my way the more i get older. I'm saying this becuz if you look at someone more mature than you yeah they look older and yeah they've had life experience but give them a present out of the blue of say something that can take their breath away and they willl ultimately act the same, like a little kid inside has just burst out. It can either be joyus, hysteria, madness or darkened depression. Even when they say things its still in a way of juvenille behaviour i don't know maybe i have over studyed the people i meet and the way in which they act and talk but mind you i'm not saying this is a bad thing i'm just making an observation about no matter how old you get you will simply always be that girl that had the hugest crush on her p.e teacher or the nerd that tried to come up with some "awesome" idea to be the jock. And no matter how much you try to run away from being who you were you won't ever really run away you'll just understand yourself more.

yAY

Rekha and her babi are here in ADELAIDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO GONA C HER SO GONA C HER HAHAHAHAH