CRAPPY SHIT MOTHER......

this is the freakin 3rd time i had to repost ok i don't want to forget this there are still nice people in the world because someone gave me a lift home yesterday after i missed the bus who they were rick and diana they saw that i missed it and decided to give me a lift so SWEET!

ok another thing i had fun at work it was close but the best one yet ciao *****

shit!

i wrote the nicest things all to delete them i hate that dammnnn it oh'well heres the short story... someone gave me a lift to colonnades yesterday coz i missed my bus and they saw it how SWEET there are still nice people in the world so there is HOPE. ciao mwah ****

ps. i had the best time at work last night.

missing my hair!!!

i'm losing my hair! It's true i have a shower and it all ends up on the flooor sob sob. everything has worked out with me friend but i still have not finished my work D'OH. well i've been thinkin about quittin my job it's gettin to much for me to handle not really but y'now. umm i have nothin else i want to put a cute pic but i can't ever find many, well ciao babes mwah.

together again in paris!

ahhh can't wait til my day is here it's such a mystery waitin and wondering never more than a dream i imagine but even though it's there hope is fading and reality slowly sets in every afternoon after school. you believe for soo long that something will magically happened due to all the fairytales and nursery rymes but nothing my soul is still alone in many ways than the obvious. it's alone. nothin can help only i can yet i am content with the life i live why because i don't want to change it scares me makes me think of age and i definately know that i don't like to think of that particular thing usually because it just leaves a paddle of depression on my bedroom floor looking up at me waitin for me to step in it and die. never the less i fight i don't want to stop being me i need ME even if it i am messed up in many ways it is me who deals with the end result and only me alone unless someone intervenes eg family member. they won't find me i don't want anyone to find me well maybe someone? i know they won't come i know it's impossible but the thought is there the dream is there so i will never give up waitin until that day is here until they are here beside me fighting loving and caring helping me care for the things that don't matter any more for the things i don't bother with anymore. can you hurry can you FREE my soul from this pitfull of nothing?

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feeling blue

SORRY mate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm loving it!

this is soo cool this is sooo gna be my thing puttin pics on my blog i'm LOVIN IT!! well ciao

but before i go pic of my hottie mabottie,


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hey again...

i've decided my woman for women studies is Waris Dirie. she was born in somalia where traditons are a huge thing and women are treated as dogs even though they do everything for the men!!! neway she's really interestin and is actually written two autos their so sad but she doesn't rite for pity she writes for the freedom of women in her natural born country. she is really inspiring as she has gone through so much. well that's enough about her and more about me.

i was watchin the O.C and i bet marissa and seth are gna get together you so know i'm write i have a nack of picking these things out. like i reckon ryan will go to chino or accidently see that thereasa is indeed still pregnant!! everyone is doing there work while i'm on here isn't that naughty hehe.

well todoloo i mite post a pic of waris coz she's a revlon model even though my friends don't think she's pretty enough!!

mwah til later my blogerinos! hehehhahahhehehahahs

"hey little darlings"

hey sweets i'm seatin next to two of me favourite ppl, Emma and Marcus ahhh they're not talking ahh yes he is now ah it's still boring wait it got funny heheheh!

emma and i went to marion today we both had a free we wnt in to supre australia's girlie shop of the coolest clothing! well i tried on a really cute skirt that apparently looked HOT! and emma also bought a top that looked qite sexy on her. ummm wat else well when we were there we saw stacey this girl that goes to our skool we didn't (well i didn't) say hi, :9

yesterday i finally put my application form into target did i say that before ehh..... neway have not heard a reply! when i got back to colonnades i went in to a shop and bought high heels they're so cute!

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this is out of doubt the most entertaining movie ever made! it's got love, drama and song and DANCE wohoo sorry i've made it sound a bit lame but it's so awesome. okay

i'm sittin in the middle of martino and emma it's different lesson than before i have work after skool isn't that great. well ciao lovely emotional darlings keep dreamin and hopin mwah!!!

just checkin

i'm back again

i'm currently in the library for my free, and may i yes i may say that this is a bit boring but i do have me friends to make me laugh they also have frees emma and phoebe!

i have to go soon but i will rite a bit more words in here!
i'm workin on sat and sun so no free weekend for me and next week i only hav two shifts how crappy is that eyy...
i'm suppose to read the messenger for english it seems so far to be very interesting but i don't know why we are readin it since we're not ritin anything about it so far neway.

at work i think i deserved to get a counselling form (3 of the same and YOUR OUT). because i gave out the wrong order but thankfully peter didn't give me one pheww. let's see i think if it was scott or wayne or sarah emm maybe not sarah i so would've gotten one!
see this ones a long one!

the funniest thing happen to me i lost my wallet did i already rite that before well i found it! umm marcus got a new mobe and i want it for me it's so cute! but i'm sure he mite not describe it that way hey,,,,,,, so out of reach? i watched the O.C last nite and i realised i do yes i do have a crush on nerdy geeky sexy guys don't know why i think it kinda all started with my first t.v crush erkel hahah u so wish!! nah can't remember but i do find adam and suprisingly jude law is just so handsome ughh so DREAMY and fucking HOT weird seeing as i hated not hated didn't find appealing as i like to say in Cold Mountain Nicole my pal is another story she seemed really graceful or watever in that movie. the movies that got me onto him even more was Closer man he was so hot weird charcter nice abstruct love movie but he was for sure sexy looking it's the blonde hair baby!!! hey guess what yall i'm gna dye me hair red hope it's good i did it purple and it looked hot as! nah kidding it was fine. this guy is behind me his weird he hangs with this guy i don't really like. he is a real jerk he flirts with one of my friends and then and snogs his girlfriend jackass!!!!!!

well i'm goin now before i start to get mad! mwah

howdy loves!

so what ya'l think about the new look? i quite like it a lot?

i'm in tourism and it is quite interestin been talking to martino bout his travelling family and emma bout her trip while i' m trying to do our first "task" for the lesson. i've got a free next but i have to stay back and do work for skool otherwise some one will be behind in their studies!!!
lunch is nearly up so i'm gona go my blogs are so brief oh'well leave yall wanting more. ciao

same lesson same me!

hey life is so gloomy here in australia or the weather whatever it's so grey and it just makes me feel tired. hmm

well i wrote that in last lesson and today seems more promising even though it will rain tom. :(

i'm in class rite now and really bored i went to marion this afternoon, and bought a really nice top and bag!! :)
were suppose to be doin an assighnment but you know it's only yr 12 hehe....

well pplz i will rite later on this week ciao au'revoir and goodbye mwah