Regret and never live

I am sorry for wat i put you through i know that i am in the wrong. You didn't deserve that from me but i don't deserve that from you. We are both to diff people that hav gone through diff things...things i can't say but what i can say is that i love you and you are the sweeetest friend that i have ever had, i don't want to loose that but i don't want to be ashamed of what i did. Life is living and even though it's was a bad living i can look back and say i did that and i am not happy about it but i did it. It is never something that i am going to openly brag about and it is not something that happens all the time but for the fact that it did happen i am sorry and that is all i can say.

"no one is ever perfect nor can they ever be perfect. and even if they were the closest thing to perfection well their imperfection is their perfection. it will never make sense to you unless you are the one in the state of perfection, in the monotony, in a situation that cannot be described by words. it's pointless to pick on one's flaws, for don't they know it already? we are all fucking flawed." - Celina

Formal was brilliant it was the most fun a girl could ever have! I must say that it was the most exciting time of my life and for the first time in a few months i actually felt like a little girl all over again. The butterflies, the nerves it was all good and i would love to do it all again the night was extremely glamourous and for everyone out there formal is exactly what you make it and for me it was perfect while it lasted!!!! Mwah