Have Control!

Okay i want to start off with by saying i can't believe how rude some ppl are in the world. I mean who the hell do they think they are allowing rude comments to flow out of them like their own bad odour. Let me explain....

Yesterday morning when i walked into work and had found out i was going to Uni i was happy but am still stressing about what that means i did not need anyone trying to bring me down and thats exactly what "She" tried to do. I got into work and to make conversation with my boss i told her off my good news which i now regret. I told her that i had gotten into University at Flinders and was shocked. And what does she come out with "I know, people just must not want to do that if they're letting you in!" (If you laugh at this i have no idea how we could possibly be friends!) I was gobbsmacked i could not believe that she had said that! I couldn't really comprehend what she was saying until later on Katia told me to ignore the stupid bitch! At first i thought maybe she was being sarcastic but i studied her face and could see no remorse that she was being at all out darn rude! You think she would have been taught manners after being beaten as a child but i guess seeing what she said i feel glad she was! No no i don't no child deserves that treatment but in some way i can't believe that my own boss would be so darn harsh to her employee. I was really annoyed also becuz she wouldn't let it go saying that "they're (Uni) are setting they'r standards for anyone and that it doesn't matter how hard you try if the score is low or high you still get in." Horrific Cow. I can't believe i said nothing. I usually don't like saying anything becuz of the respect your elders but now when i talk to her i just feel hatred and anger not only becuz of that but the other day she called me a "little shit" (It's not funny and should not be laughed at!) I don't want to feel this way and that is why i am writing this down so that i get it off my ches otherwise i will be overcome with this tick on my shoulder. I would just like to say that i worked incredibly hard for my score and no matter how bloody low it may be i worked darn hard and diligently to get it. I had five subjects that yeah seemed easy but weren't the work was hard and i did find myself crying mid through an essay and when someone talks like that it's soooo disappointing that they don't get run over by a double hecker bus!!!! I'm sorry i'm letting the anger out! The real reason though for her stupid selfishness is that i won't be working there while i'm at Uni therefore she's making me try and find her solution by giving up Uni, goodluck bitch. Fewww that feels soooo much better!

On a lighter note my family is very pleased of my acceptance and are all happy that i will be furthering my studies at university, even if it is at flinders. Life is good....now to find a new job!