My teacher is so unbelievably dumb she lost my entire work for tourism! I am not printing that out again her fault no matter how much she denies it she knows it's true. I am in the library riting my last blog for several days and weeks due to our lovely holidays where i don't have to worry about anything except when i work damn i want to be free from worry. I realised earlier that my friend of more than 6 years does NOT KNOW anything about me after getting 1/10 questions wrong i am sooo DISAPPOINTED. I hope you are reading this! Martino whos only known me for lets see a few years got 4/10 rite and thats saying alot since we don't talk very much! Not happy jan.

I thought i'd tell you all of my music phases such as going from the Mouline Rouge Album to the Delta Goodrem Album to the Missy Higgins album to the Maroon 5 Album to the recent mix album to hopefully the Jade Mcrae Album which has still not come out so i am currently listening to the Jason Mraz Album.

I am out of doubt the girl that always stresses then chills out by dancing and shaking my booty away with all of my fav albums from above! Anyhow babes i am no longer worrying over nobody because they are too snoby!!!!

My Cd is playing rite now and it's the cool jazzy songs yipeee. I bought a pair of new trackie pants or trainers whatever. They are BONDS wohoo i would rather them make my butt look cuter but what can you do. They are from the children section coz the old section was toooo damn long and big.

this is a list of my favourite things on my bday list:
Lingerie, ( a girl can never have to many knickers or bras!!!)
Jewllery (preferably dangly, chandelior, stylish, earthy coloured earrings)
Well that's really it.... oh no theres more
Pants (a pair that would actually look and feel good)
High Heels (Yep that's rite i mite not wear them but hey they're damn hot)
Money (Aghhh you didn't think i was going to forget that!)
Hey the new season of the O.C
(I forgive them for their Cds but DvDs are so much better i can Perve on Adam more!heheheheh)
Gift Cards (From places such as The Body Shop etc or just marion!)
A Heater (No not really but this lib. is really cold!!!!)

I can't find a photo

HUH

I am suppose to be doing typing work but this is helping me type also. I have realised i mite not get into my uni prefrence as i am getting bad grades! Damn those teachers and their fair grading! Well i have been really getting tired lately but HEY I JUST REALISED i am going to paste some thoughts i had during my last holidays. Now remember i was bored and this is all i wrote.......

December 28 2004Dude I was jst readin the other blogs and man do I bore the pants of myself! I speak of love as if nothin else matter but lately I’ve started to think hey me not ready. Maybe I feel ready but I am not ready to fall into some relationship where all I want is sex and pressies! I know it’s way to early for me to be thinking of these things but they have bin on my mind like for ever and now it’s like I don’t care y because I’m fed up of feeling hot and not releasing that in any way that could please me? So I have become this weird gal of 17 yrs old acting and feeling like a women going through menopause! The doctor told me that I have low blood pressure isn’t that great I thought my blood pressure would be over the roof but apparently not well I’m gona say ciao now gd day.

December 18, 2004
I just got to thinkn and came to a not so true but yet believable revelation of love. I want love and I believe in love but how many times can you actually say u’v truly been in love? I came to my conclusion that a person can only experience “true love” twice and no more unless they’re extremely lucky why. Well if love isn’t the easiest thing to find how do u know if u are infact in love with the one whom you are with is it because u say it make it or show it? Seeing as I have not yet found this love that overwhelms my everybeing and soul how can I judge it? Easily I look at my friends and family for inspiration on this topic and yes I have found that some have felt it while others still struggling to come to terms to whether or not it does in fact exist!
! I hav to go put my uniform to dry so I’ll b back………….I don’t wannna got me on my knees I can’t get no sleep. Sorry not I love it!!!!

i'll paste the rest later mwah***

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It has been a few days since my last post....

And i haven't really been missing it! nah had other stuff like work and more work plus tv heheh that rules my life. I just realised i base my whole homework plans around tv i mean if Lost is on i won't do any work through out that whole hour and if a few shows are on i won't do any work through out the whole afternoon unless it's real work at maccas so apart from that it's real sad! No not really

Emma has been doing some blogs on my blog so she decided to make her own, so that her (girlfriend) estelle can chat with her sooo cute! she's not a lesbian she just really fond of a girl she doesn't know. Neway you can visit her blog at huny-bunny blogspot yadda yadda.

Well i have to go now i need to catch my bus and Emma is becoming restless. Ciao and goodnite mwah ***

'Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no else can
Speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten'

I love this song. The words are so true. Plus i really like Natasha Beningfield she is so funky, she has her own style and it rocks!
Hope your day has been good. mine has. i think i helped break the ice between two of my friends cuz things got kinda wierd between them but im pretty sure its all good now cuz they were laughing and joking and yeh. im off now see ya later. love me :)

Rabdom stuff (very, random)

Hi everybody! (hi doctor nick!) hehehe so funny.... not really.

me and my friend have been typing in all this random stuff looking for other blogs and there are so many crazy things out there! we typed in sisterhood, over the rainbow, angry, planner, swirly, paradise, circles and many more and ALL of them have a blog! its crazy! there's like millions out there!!

so anyway, i must confess this is not maria writing in this blog this is one of her friends emma. she let me tho! i was bored and i just read her last one and asked if i could type in one for her and she siad yes. how cool. i want a blog but i dont no wat i would have as my address and i think it would b pretty boring cuz i just crap on and on bout nothin (as u can probably see).
ive got this song stuck in my head u no that one that goes 'i like that, bring that back, oh!...' u no the one but the annoying thing is i just keep singing that part over and over cuz thats all i no, man thats annoying! maria is soo sweet! do u no wat she just did for me? well on saturday, im workin 7.30am til 11.30am but i wanna go shoppin wiv my mum and cuz i finish at 11.30 it doesnt exactly give us enough time to do everything we wantd (u see my dilemma?) so maria here kindly offered to work it for me! how sweet, we swapped shifts, im workin her shift on thursday night which is cool. hopefully the manager will let me do it. they should.
i so cant wait until formal i hope i look really pretty i dont mean to sound up myself cuz im not but still...... everyone hopes they look good right?

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isnt that picture just so cute?! i coulnt decide on which one to get cuz there are so many i like! i love the bubblegum characters.
well this blog is pretty big so im gonna go now. i hope all you fantastic people have a great day and dont work too hard! love you all love emma xoxoxo smile and be hapy :)
p.s i wanted to say something inspirational or something, mostly just a thought to leave you with...
Happiness is like perfume, you can't give it away without getting a little on you.

I believe i can FLY

I'm sorry Martino but i know i can SING!!!

I'm now in the lib with the gals, they're discussing how they're chilling this weekend. I am s'pose to be doing homework again but y'no i don't got time!

I had open at work yesterday it was interesting, i had help from scott the manager so that really helped! I had a really big order it was 70 dollars they bought 20 hashbrowns, 7 bacon and egg, 4 hotcakes, and one sausage and egg mcmuffin! Bloody hell they're gonna have a heart attack.

I bought my fav single for the week 'it's like that' by Mariah Carey.(i know she's phsyco but this song rocks). I'm also loving Jason Mraz and Jade McRae Martino said that she's gonna be one of those singers whos famous for 3 mins (So Harsh). She has such and original voice i like it! Her recent single 'So Hot Right Now' is kinda funky i do like the sassy look she's going for and the moves abosultely kick ass! I try them at home, in my living room (only when i'm home alone).

I got my haircut and it came out like the cat on my blog not really i'm happy with the results that hairdresser knew exactly what i wanted so i trusted her. She said that next time we should be more adventurous and cut my swept fridge a bit shorter i think it would look abit better shorter. I was with Jessie when i got it done she had to wait outside for 45 mins until Adele (my hairdresser) finished the cut! We spent most of our money at Marion but i enjoyed it, it was loads of fun and helped us be better friends!!! Friends for LIFE, YEAHH! When we were on the bus on the way home Daniel Seaman (!) was on there and he tried to say bye to jessie but she didn't hear him hahahah. He said hey to me then i asked him why he didn't say "HI" to Marcus and so he turns around and says with this oger look "I hate that guy" he was like grunting it (IDIOT).

Well I'm going now ciao and have fun, hopefully i do too. Im going to go see my chickies Vicki and Mel play Netball with Mandy hopefully it's okay eitherwise it might be boring.

MWAH ******