And The Beat Goes On

Wow i really really can't wait until i leave! Mum said it's going to be in about a month or two but i wish it was now. I really want to start a new life after all with a new year comes a new beginning!

School was totally boring in a way today but i can't really complain much it was what it was. I started on my women studies, business stud and english so it's going well. I am quite tired i feel like i am just one step from falling on to this keyboard and sleeping. But when i get home i'll be as awake as an owl when the sun goes down. Hell yeah daylight savings is happening this weekend i'm looking forward to that coz i'll be able to look out and still see the sun at seven. Not much to say really i think i used up all my info yesterday.

I was walking to school this morning as you do, and Lauren went passed and asked if i wanted a lift...How sweet nice girl that one! I saw estrella about one week ago did i ever mention that? Well i saw her at the train station and i told her i'd ring her so i have to sometime soon or maybe before i leave. Emma and I walked to work yest at 1.45 and got there at 3pm it was tiring, exciting and sore! So if your not an excercise junkee do not try it! When we got to work we were just huffin and puffin. Due to all the stupid flies that are around at the moment we decided to put our work hats on so we walked from doctors corner to maccas with our hats. Quite groovy i must say.

I don't think i want to leave my friends coz i don't but i do want to leave. If it wasn't this year we would have moved next year anyway, we've been planning to for years but coz of school i really didn't want to. But you know what no more school so no more needing to live there YES! soory to all the friends that feel hurt becuase of this but i want a change.

All Cried Out

[Allure]
All alone on a Sunday morning
Outside I see the rain is falling
Inside I'm slowly dying
But the rain will hide my crying, crying, crying
And you
Don't you know my tears will burn the pillow
Set this place on fire
'Cause I'm tired of your lie
All I needed was a simple "Hello"
But the traffic was so noisy that you could not hear me cry
(I) I gave you my love in vain
My body never knew such pleasure,
My heart never knew such pain
(And you) You leave me so confused
Now I'm all cried out, over you.
[112]
Cryin' over you, yeah
Never wanted to see things your way,
Had to go astray
For why was I such a fool (Why was I such a fool)
Now I see that the grass is greener
Is it too late for me to find my way home,
How could I be so wrong?
[Allure]
Leaving me all alone
Don't you know my tears will cause an inferno
Romance of these flames,
Why should I take the blame?
You were the one who left me neglected (So sorry baby)
Apology not accepted
At me to the broken hearts you've collected
(I) I gave you all of me (Gave you all of me)
How was I to know,
You would weaken so easily
(I) I don't know what to do (I don't know what to do)
Now I'm all cried out (All cried out)
Over you
(I) I gave you my love in vain
My body never knew such pleasure,
My heart never knew such pain
And you
[112]
You left me so confused
[Allure]
Now I'm all cried out
Now I'm all cried out
Over you
This has got to be one of my old time favourite songs. I just heard it on tv one day when i was 11 and it has been stack in my head ever since. It always plays in my mind when i'm day dreaming.