Bare

You know that little bit of yourself that you have accidently and tiredly shown to others when you really wish you hadn't? Well that could be said for my last post but i'm glad i said what was on my mind this morning. I mean somethings have to come out even if it is on a blog. I mean things have to be let out otherwise i'll be or you'll be consumed with not rage but bitterness towards your ownself for not letting these things out! I don't mind if you know how i was feeling it's a bit shocking to read things that i later on have blocked from my mind but it's good to acknowledge the fact i was at least girl enough to rite it down!!!

Work today was usual bitchiness, complaintive, annoying and overall tiring. It's funny we're not at all allowed to talk about "Personal" things at work infront of customers becoz we've lost too many stupid ppl thinking we're being rude when we talk amongst ourselves. Meh i don't mind coz for one thing if anything it's Chris that's always bitching and moaning about others, gosh that woman won't let sleeping dogs lie? is that the saying? Nehow we have all been told not to talk about anything that doesn't involve the service and if it is negative which is understandable becoz if you rock up to a cafe and the ambience is shit then you wont go back. For some weird reason i am sooo drained it's like oh so tiring to rite on here. My back aches who the hell knows why and i think i have bruised the side of my ribs even though i don't know how the heck i did it. I put pressure with my fingertips and it's like pushing on an open wound; stings.

Okay now i'm just waiting for fotos to be downloaded so i can see them, darn this time, darn it!!!