Wish me Luck! :)

Be Strong...Be Powerful...Be Graceful...Be Sexy...Be an Angel and SMILE ALOT!!!

coz you on my mind got me losing, second guess my sanity, my tummies up.
take me on it, head over heels, sos please someone help me, its not healthy!!!!

Coz you on my mind

Just thought i'd pop in......

Hmmm not much has happened to me recently since my most awesome kick ass weekend well so far .....

I could rite stuff about it but i am sooooo not in the mood y'know to jitty to express it! All i will say is that it was THE BEST time i have had in a while since oh i don't know in a while. End of Fashion are terrific and i am glad i was able to witness one of their best concerts if i do say so. The downside is i think me caught Marcus's cold, aunties cold, nephews cold and also sisters cold. heheh bloody sick ppl why why????

Alrite i better leave before i rumble on bout nothing like the nothing that is my drink bottle hahahha

Last night we went out for tea and oh my gosh ppl are so shabby when it comes to food. I don't know why but if i ever go out to a pub i stick to my main food of Parmagina - its safe and delicious well depending where you go and last night it was ite nothing to exciting so i will now leave you with this

"thanks, but your still abusing!" hahahahahahahah oh that makes me laugh

Tryin' to hold u

I’m gonna change like
I never knew
It’s Friday night with the beauty in my head
It’s gonna make way for something new
All these people will never understand

Oh strain whenever
We carry it alone together
It keeps my lungs from ever
Trying to hold you

I’m gonna change like
I never knew
It’s Friday night with the beauty in my head
It’s gonna make way for something new
All these people will never understand

Oh strain whenever
We carry it alone together
It keeps my lungs from ever
Trying to hold you

Oh ties we sever
We can stay young forever
It keeps my lungs from ever
Trying to hold you yeah

Oh strain whenever (oh strain whenever)
We carry it alone together (we carry it alone together)
It keeps my lungs from ever (it keeps my lungs)
We could stay young forever
We could stay young forever (we could stay young)
We could stay young forever

Trying to hold you yeah
I’m still trying to hold you yeah
I’m still trying to hold you
-oh strain

Go Green!

Woo Woo tomorrow night is going to be the best night of my life since quitin Uni coz it means i don't have to study which means i can do watever like go to the fabulous most terrific performers ever END OF FASHION!!!! yeah thats right there on tomorrow night and i am soooo absolfucklutely looking forward to it! Downside i'm working before it but mehy i'll ask cousin if they can drive me but first what to wear???????? Arrrrrr they are divine "lock up your daughters, don't delay........we can strain together, trying to hold you" Ahhh i'm in love and the lead singer is my cure! hahah well yeah

I just had spanish and it was one of the best classes yet! Sum weird freak dude came in half way and we all swear he was stoned and had a mental problem so these two not so good together.It was way relaxed and the atmosphere was just everyone having fun and being cool. It was mi favorita classe de que empesamos! Natalia es muy sincera. Mejor que Alan. So we came to a conclusion that we are having a party after our TWO HOUR FINAL EXAM! i never knew about that, the exam. The Spanish club is going to organize it for us and not just our Spanish club which should be even more terrrific. Ahh i'm sooo cooky right now just the best feeling today was a good day i really liked it and after work tomorrow it's only gna get better. Oh yeah plus sunday night motion city soundtrack. Like em' to.

Before going to spanish i went to see Antonio participar en el dia de deporte. He was ment to be in the red team but got placed in the green which was good for me coz i was wearing nearly all green. He was so adore and after the sack race he was beat. hehe little cutie

heheToodles

Fue facil....para mi

So i just finished my Spanish test which i was totally relaxed about. Last night i went to sleep at half past nine coz i was so beat and then this morning i woke up at 6.30 to only miss my bus then wait in the cold for another one in the city to get here at a good time of 8.30. Now i did study some things but not alot and strangely enough it paid off. Last time i struggled to comprehend what it was that i was spose to learn but this time it didn't really matter too me, damn cocky attitude. But as i have finished the test i thank myself, coz damn it was actually pretty darn easy. Now i don't want to complain that it was too easy but i think i would have loved something harder. I guess i found it easy becuz i had to write what it was about, all i had to use were the guiding questions on what i like to do and what my plans are. Somehow tho the hardest thing with anything easy is knowing when to stop! I went over my word limit but hopefully that doesn't really get noticed. It was spose to be 150, i know how good but i did go over a few 80 words more meh it was good. I guess i learnt some stuff in the time that i was not caring.

It was easy for me but i think like last time Roulan was having a bit of trouble with it. Poor chicky we have to start to get together and discuss our role plays which should be exciting *cough* well i like spanish but i feel errr towards the role plays for some reason i feel i'm gna forget want ever we role played in the beginning heheh no i won't do that.

Ohhh today i found out that the Law and Commerce group is having a "ball" yes i know very thrilling! But i'm not sure if i want to go.....i don't know anyone! Arhhhhh but it does sound very exciting and for the one person i know i'm sure that she'll invite me to know her friends so it will be good. I've noticed that it's sooo much easier to enter a room where you know noone than to enter a room with a mix of ppl that are familiar to you. This is becuz you have noone to cling to therefore you have to get out and about and talk to the new faces walking past and things like that. After you get to know everyone you find the people that you have common interests with as to appose the one person that you would have said only hey to coz your buddy was around to keep you comforted. Ah meh i think i might it is starting to sound oh so much fun the more i think about it and i need stuff to do! Its only 50 bucks ppl and free drinks alllllll night from 7 til 5 hours later not really thinking i'm gona drinkk where i hardly know the ppl but its just nice knowing i have the option too!

Ciaoy Cioay Mwhahah Mwah love you all! Mwah

No Lo Creo!

Weatherman Lives on in our Hearts.....

Pump it Louder, Pump it Louder

they won they won they won they won they won yes yes yes wohooooooo

Rockstar

got this in my head now:
"Oh think twice, it's another day for
You and me in paradise
Oh think twice, it's just another day for you,
You and me in paradise"

But woke up with this one on my mind:....
You think the way you live is okay
You think posin'
Will save the day
You think we don't see
That you're running
Better call your boys
'Cause I'm coming
[Chorus]

You can't be me
I'm a Rock Star
I'm rhyming on the top of a cop car
I'm a rebel and my .44 pops far

Something's on your chest
Better get it off
There'll be no one left when we set it off
We ain't gonna take it no more
Since

It's almost over now
Almost over now

You have to plenty of time
There was no rush
But it was your dream to be like us
You're in dreamland so you don't care
And as you wait
I'm standing there

Me love this one`~

Untouchable Memories - arrrhhh

It's all because of you
I'm feeling sad and blue
You went away now my life is just a rainy day
And I love you so
How much you'll never know
You've gone away and left me lonely
Untouchable memories
Seem to keep haunting me
Now the love so true
That once turned all my gray skies blue
But you disappeared
Now my eyes are filled with tears
And I'm wishing you were heare with me
Soaked with love all my thoughts of you
Now that you're gone I just don't know what to do

If only you were here You'd wash away my tears
The sun would shine once again
You'd be mine oh mine
But in reality
You and I will never be
Cuz you took your love away from me

_SPOKEN_: Girl, I dunno what I did to make you leave me.
But what I do knowthat since you've been gone there's such an emptiness inside.
I miss you and wish you'd come back to me

If only you were here
You'd wash away my tears
The sun would shine once again
You'd be mine oh mine
But in reality
You and I will never be
Cuz you took your love away from me
You took your love away from me

- This song has been in stuckk my head ever since i woke up this morning!!!!! arrrghhh

One, 2 cha cha cha

Ah man i think that i really need to get myself into doing something but i don't know what???? I think i should inform my boss that i have forgone my university studies and only go for Spanish so she can give me work or something. Ak but when i think about it i just start to wish i didn't work there. I can just imagin her face and reaction....there is sooo much resentment there but i shall not talk about that. I think we are moving at the end of the year so that should help move my mood along if only for a while. Maybe i should go on a journey somewhere but where to and with whom? I think i really will go to church they have heaps of outings and the social part and spiritiual part might make me relax more. I think i'm still edgy from something i think its the thought of not having anything to fall back on. I mean i finished year twelve but what now....now i have that hollow feeling in my heart, soul, spirit, mind etc. I don't think i would feel so right about my decision besides the fact it was but for the sweet words others have said to me. Really really APPRECIATED! I'm in the women's centre and just wasting a bit of my time but i'm thinking that maybe i should do..............no no no more thinking i think if i live my life without worry something good is bound to happen i can't rush my destiny or predict it. If i am spose to do something in life it will come looking for me but mind you i will kick start half of the things meant for me in life. I can't allow destiny to rule my entire being...after all i aint Thereasa Lopez Fitzgerald heheh Ciao Ciiaoy :*

A family must

Last night after uni i went to Marion and as i was contemplating whether or not to get a yoghurt from the yoghurt shop coz i wasn't hungry i just wanted one i heard this person go "oh hello what are you doing????" It was bubbly and quiet. I turned around and there was One. She was telling me about how she too was thinking of dropping out well how she is dropping out and that she will be returning to Korea to her family and boyfriend - i never knew this! heheh She was a really nice girl, she said that all her cofidence had been lost and that been hear made her feel really nutty and abandoned. Oh as she said these words it made me think back about how hard it would be for all the transfers here living in Australia studying anther language foreign to them. It made me start thinking about Roulan and Chandra, they have both been in Australia for quite sometime and both miss their family very much. Its such a hard thing to do just for a better life but in the end i guess its worth it. I rmbmr when chandra took me home once and i was asking him about his family life and how he felt not been able to see them and he said that he was use to it and that he wasn't as close to his family as a traditional indian family. He has been in schooling ever since a little boy and can only communicate throught phone calls and things that aren't neccessarily enough when you want to be with your family. I am thinking of asking him to an Indian restaurant so that he can complain about it! I don't know why but the thought of that amuses me! ~ strange.

Well i have to go get my assignment and then do Step. Ahhh last night i had ttb and oh my goshh i was like what is she doing this is weak....but now my but and thighs are killing me. There between numbness and stiff so sore ouchy ouchy

Wher am I?

Well I never pray

But tonight I'm on my knees yeah

I need to hear some sounds that recognize the pain in me, yeah

I let the melody shine, let it cleanse my mind, I feel free now

But the airways are clean and there's nobody singing to me now

No change, I can't change

I can't change, I can't change

But I'm here in my mindI am here in my mind

And I'm a million different people

from one day to the next

I can't change my mind

No, no, no, no, no, no, no

I can't change

I can't change it'

Cause it's a bittersweet symphony, this life

Trying to make ends meet

Trying to find some money then you die

I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down

You know the one that takes you to the places

where all the veins meet yeah

You know I can't change, I can't change

I can't change, I can't change

But I'm here in my mind

I am here in my mind

And I'm a million different people

from one day to the next

I can't change my mind

No, no, no, no, no

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Maybe I'm Amazed At The Way You Love Me All The Time

Maybe I'm Afraid Of The Way I Love You

Maybe I'm Amazed At The Way You Pulled Me Out Of Time

And Hung Me On A Line

Maybe I'm Amazed At The Way I Really Need You

Maybe I'm A Girl And Maybe I'm A Lonely Girl

Who's In The Middle Of Something

That She Doesn't Really Understand

Maybe I'm A Girl And Maybe You're The Only ManWho Could Ever Help Me

Baby Won't You Help Me Understand

Maybe I'm Amazed At The Way You're With Me All The Time

Maybe I'm Afraid Of The Way I Leave You

Maybe I'm Amazed At The Way You Help Me Sing My Song

Right Me When I'm Wrong

Maybe I'm Amazed At The Way I Really Need You

Maybe I'm A Girl And Maybe I'm A Lonely Girl

Who's In The Middle Of Something That She Doesn't Really Understand

Maybe I'm A Girl And Maybe You're The Only Man

Who Could Ever Help Me

Baby Won't You Help Me Understand

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I'm a living sunset

Lightning in my bones

Push me to the edge

But my will is stone

Fools will be fools

And wise will be wise

But i will look this world

Straight in the eyes

What good is a man

Who won't take a stand

What good is a cynic

With no better plan

Reality is sharp

It cuts at me like a knife

Everyone i know

Is in the fight of their life

Take your face out of your hands

And clear your eyes

You have a right to your dreams

And don't be denied

I believe in a better way