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Ah man i think that i really need to get myself into doing something but i don't know what???? I think i should inform my boss that i have forgone my university studies and only go for Spanish so she can give me work or something. Ak but when i think about it i just start to wish i didn't work there. I can just imagin her face and reaction....there is sooo much resentment there but i shall not talk about that. I think we are moving at the end of the year so that should help move my mood along if only for a while. Maybe i should go on a journey somewhere but where to and with whom? I think i really will go to church they have heaps of outings and the social part and spiritiual part might make me relax more. I think i'm still edgy from something i think its the thought of not having anything to fall back on. I mean i finished year twelve but what now....now i have that hollow feeling in my heart, soul, spirit, mind etc. I don't think i would feel so right about my decision besides the fact it was but for the sweet words others have said to me. Really really APPRECIATED! I'm in the women's centre and just wasting a bit of my time but i'm thinking that maybe i should do..............no no no more thinking i think if i live my life without worry something good is bound to happen i can't rush my destiny or predict it. If i am spose to do something in life it will come looking for me but mind you i will kick start half of the things meant for me in life. I can't allow destiny to rule my entire being...after all i aint Thereasa Lopez Fitzgerald heheh Ciao Ciiaoy :*