How much for that other one???

Eww please leave it on

Loosen up my Buttons

"i'm telling you to loosen up my buttons babe
But you keep frontin' me
saying what you goin' to do to me
but i aint seen nothing yet"

Oh my lord just a little higher...So i'd like to say congrats to Emz for turning a big 18 this saturday and also for allowing us to be able to have one of my best nights out with her and my other gals.

So it was everything and a bit more than i wanted! But this night was not one that i will soon forget especially for so many reasons.
1. This was my first night out with my fav chickies
2. It was the first night that i was able to let my hair down since after party last year
3. I didn't have to worry about anything going wrong becuz i was having fun
4. Things went well even if i do have plenty of bruises every where on my body!!!!!
5. Thats a secret!

Yeah it was definately one of my favourite nights out! First we met up for dinner then afterwards we went to Church but it was closed so we wandered to Hindley where we waited around about 1 or more for places to open, nothing opens before 10 anymore and no where is really free entry. We went to Red Square first then left to go to room 108 to get kicked out then wandered around the streets looking to see what was happening, we went to the Isobar where there was a lot of "naught, sexy, dangerous" dancing on the balcony happening which to me was funny, the night ended in Basement where we umm me became very "relaxed" and i can't belive how much fun that place was! for me anyways, lets see i had about 7 of those free shotties. I had like 5 cards then kept going up the stairs to get kmore from the security guard. At first i was like hey this isn't so bad i can't feel it but by the end oh my gosh, believe me i know how i got these bruises! hehe it was an awesome night that ended with Emzie and i catching a taxi home at like 4am i think? The next day was so chilled xpt i think i should have stayed in bed but we went to ttp and developed my fots which turned out brilliant! Okay mwah ppl love youz and ii can't wait for the next time we meet again! toodooles

Pat and the Stranger

So farr i have ummmmmmmmm gotten very angry and starting to get visible lines on my forehead ahhhhhhhh

i can't help it for some reason lately i have been really stressed and very anxious about what i have no idea, appt becuz i crave carbs i am sexually frustrated - pft and these people think they know everything and if i crave ice cream i am substitutin something or other but its pretty cool i agree with most of that stuff.

I'm peed of coz at work i feel like i can't get time of and if i ask i get slandered for it! Tres ridiculous! But of course it doesn't matter for now but later on in life when i know that i can leave and work somewhere else i will....meh my carefree whinges. I act as if everyting is okay there but once i leave i get heart pupitations and hard breathing problems! Errr work at the moment sucks xpt i gettn more money which is oh so good specially coz tomorrow night i'm spending big - if i drink....i mite....i will..........i so can. I'm going to the bottolo before and getting a four pack of bacardi so if i'm tipsy i'm sorry. Nah i wouldn't do that but i'm drinking two before i leave.

Errr i could've been out partying tonight Stacey invited me to her party bash and Kylie asked me to the Vic but i had to unfortunetly turn both down????wat the? Yeah like always work got in the way but never mind i don't feel that left out coz if i wanted to go bad enough i could. but meh no ones payin me! heheh Okay loverz i love you all i'd like to thank Pat and the Stranger for making my day today! :) They were oh so swwweeet coz they said it was the best cuppas they had ever had and both were made by who? well moi ofcourse hahah i love it when i get it right aha mwah

Cant complain

So, hows work?
- uh you know i can't complain, no literally i can't! I signed papers and everything!!!

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after that line i could not stop laughing, i was the only one like always i went with mum and she was like "what did she say? What so funny?, i don't get it!" hhehehe i didn't know why but i found that hilarious and the rest of the movie it was sooo brill xpt for Samaire let down and her other friend and yeah kind Li-Lo besides that the screenplay was extremely enjoyable! heheheh so much echoed laughter

Just My Luck!

Yay, i got coffee training last night which was tres bien actually poo poo it wasn't it was what i already knew but he did answer some valid questions of mine, like "when should i not burn the milk" answer " never" heheh no i knew that but yeah he taught me when to know yep don't serve that woman. We have a new person at work her name is Monique and no she aint french or contrary to what i believed she is not American and that is not a fake accent. She's meh i don't really find that we have been able to talk besides work and all but when i do talk to her i feel a little bit brushed off which is kinda rude coz you'd think that you'd want to be friends with the ppl you workin with coz hello its a tight group. Kate is goin well but i believe that becuz she is Sue's daughter she is most likely being tred around also i can see her crying if someone does really tell her off like i get told off everyday which is weird coz now i am so not sentimental to anything that i do, if i do it i could rarely care very much. "the coffee tastes like its burnt!" "i am truly sorry i will make another (not, i could careless, i hope you burnt yaself!" heheh see thats what goes through my head and i no longer have sincerity in my apologies becuz i apologize a dozen or more times a day so the sincerity is out and full on fake worrying is in. Tell me i did something wrong and i'll do this look of concern but in reality its "F@#^&, i don't really give a damn, just fire me already damn it!" I think i really like working there! And in no way is that sarcastic i've gotten comfortable and use to it and frankly do not want to depart from that daily routine but i guess when you take abuse as a part of daily routine or even bottled anger thats when you know GET OUT, GET OUT QUICKLY! Besides i'm still young but meh i'll probably really go when Katia goes on maternity leave.

Last night this guy came in fully feral! and becuz we didn't serve the master on time he bloody through a coke bottle over the counter! Freakin Ferals i can't remember the last time i had such a feral customer. In maccas i can't really recall anyone that was feral coz y'know you ignore that their feral after awhile, so this was my first freak in a while. It was actually quite frightning and i was really shakin coz that seriously if he had the chance he could've whacked that into me and then it would've fallen in the oil and burnt me. Seriously scary stuff!

While walking here i walked past a little bakery and for some reason Ukha came into my head and now i am craving it! I'm asking mommy to make it as soon as i get home! It is oh so yummy but oh soooo dry unless you have sauce with it. Its like potatoe i think its in the potatoe family but it is sooooo goood and i can't wait i shall ask her to make it asap *pretty please*. Oh man the other thing i can not seem to get of my mind and want and need so badly, if i was pregnant i'd make my husband get it is...SUGAR CANES!!!!!!!!! Frickin hell i'll walk past a wood place and just have memories of when i was in El Salvador running around the wood cutters sucking of sugar canes...oh those were the days of a happy little el salvadorean child, or even sitting behind the ute just sucking and chewing at the ends of them....oh swwwwweeeet honey! Drooling, drooling heheh oh how i wish, i had a sugar cane....

Okay i guess i better be off coz y'know its getting to be 11 when i start worksie work so yeah off i go to serve another life sentence, YAY but after work IF i get out on time mommy and i are going to go see Just My Luck hopefully its good. after reading an interview of Li-Lo in Cosmo i have come to the conclusion that this girl is stupid, an airhead and really thinks she's like the characters she plays let me explain. Now this quote to some ppl might be reasonable but to me it's just skanky and she would never get one coz she aint got talent.

"would you ever do a nude scene"

Li-Lo - i love being topless infront of ppl and would never rule out doing a nude scene unless it was going to automatically win me an oscar!" - eww as if she'd win an oscar just coz she' nude the girl needs to learn how to act first! But i still love her mvies just coz of the storylines and most don't require her to have acting abilities just teenage life experience.

Kitty Poo

Yay today was a good day besides Toni pow pow coming up and saying my coffee tasted like burnt milk and how he had never had such a horrible cuppa in his entire coffee drinking life....well boohoo noone else cared! heheh no it didn't make my day but what did was seeing Amz for the first time in like how long i don't know but it was good coz we didn't talk but it didn't seem like it was that long ago that we saw eachother i think she is the only person i like at that cafe seriously and theres like seven other workers there! tragic! Newho i beta be of i've been trying to do some serious thonking bout what to purchase for someone but i am totally and blindly lost i have no clue and i think they already have waht i purchased at the mall (poo poo) but hopefully they still love it coz i do! mwah mwah ppl love you loving me (gosh i do like myself)

P.s did anyone watch the soccer last night yeah ronaldho or what ever if you didn't know any of te socceroos names now ya do don't cha! They put up a preettyy tight defence even if they didn't score.

Oh i'm off to see my sister the wonderful sister of mine! Oh if i didn't mention this before i'd like to congratulate her and her bf! Yay i could soon be a reallll auntie! wow i love it! Mwah children

Oh the relief of venting

okay i've decided for some reason that i wanted to let something come out, something that maybe everyone kinda had a clue on but i've never discussed the reasons or if it was true.

.....yes i have decided to rite about my shocking weightloss which started last year. Wow i had everyting scripted in my mind as to how i was going to rite this but oh well i'll just fluke it now. Okay so i do realise that last year i did a lot A LOT of weight and that it might have seen like i did have an eating disorder but the fact of the matter is that i actually lost that weight i belive normally i mean i didn't not eat coz i was afraid of putting on weight i didn't eat coz i wasn't hungry believe me i ate the right foods the reason was mainly coz i excercised i walked to school, colonnades and why???? mainly coz i didn't want to waste bus trips when i could walk but also i know that it was becuz of my competetive side coming out. I don't really want to blame anyone in particular as they weren't really the reason for my decision to lose a few kilos. Everyone always says that i look different and i'm not that same girl that i use to be with a "glee" in my eye and let me tell you guys someting...i'm loving that i'm not that gullible, naive girl that was severly and i mean really depressed through out my whoooolllleee entire time at high school until i got to year 11. I did things that some of you mite seriously not believe before this time and acted in such ways that are seriously disgusting and i am so glad that i have left those ppl and things in the past! When i think about things i just get disgusted and really feel dirty. Now for those of you who might say you know me i'm sorry coz you don't really theres a huuuugeee part of my life i keep hidden and i just wish that in a way i had never come to Australia! Its hard to explain things to ppl that belive my life is fine and they'll just bitch about how i'm trying to make ppl feel sorrry for me yada yada yada but thats not at all true i'm doing this for myself, so that later in life i can look back and now that i did look things in the eye and face it. I believe that if i was still in El Salvador close to my grandmother so many things would not have happened to me as they severly did when i moved here.

Losing weight wasn't really the main reason for my new lease of life but actually not letting someone win the battle, i guess this showed me how i'll do anything to not let others beat me. But it was also a thing for me coz i knew i wasn't happy and yeah it actually did make a difference i am a lot more happy and confident in my self becuz i actually believe in myself, i know i can do things and it made me a whole lot more active and healthy. But things have changed since then aswell i mean i have put on weight mainly becuz my thyroid has cleared up and coz i haven't been as rushed to get moving. The other clinger in my life to lose weght was ofcourse formal what can i say this was the one that was the fundamental reason for it why? i wanted to look good in my dress and i did! Believe me losing weight was never an eating disorder for me like i didn't throw up or starve myself contrary to what the majorety of ppl thought if i was hungry i did eat but i just didn't eat sugar and i love everyting that i ate.

Okay well i better go now wow that sums it up pretty well and i can't belive it's just two paragraphs in length! mwah ppl love you all for caring

Could a chicken quak

howdy howdy howdy so i haven't posted in a while coz y'know nothing much to report and i got quite lazy! Newho i haven't done much in terms of work and study but i have gone out alot to see live shows which has become my new thing if i like the bands.

Okay well i'm off i'd love to stay and rite about things that are in the mome rite now but y'know what it's way tooooooo long now i understand half the ppl that don't post its not that you got nothing to post about its the fact your sick of posting things in the past but don't worry i'll be sure to be back to my posting moods sooner than two years later toodles mwah

No study, test 2hrs

So our role play was okay i must say even though it was muy boring for others i loved it coz i pretty much rote the entire thing! Now i have a test and frankly i decided why should i put myself in the position of stress and worry when half the things i study are useless nonsense i don't need in the test! Well i shall try to study during lesson which is not really a lesson since we finished on wednesday. Okay toodles and mwah haha ha