It was a lady dressed as a witch

errrrr i think i'm getting sunburnt on my cheeks oh not good!

thats all i wanted to say see simple and swwweeeeet!

happy halloween to all of you that carved pumpkins last night, i hate living in Australia when festive occasions come around. Does no one hear know the meaning of dressing up and going trick or treatin????? i was goin to take choby but his mum said no coz no other kid in the block was doing it, so un-coooollll mwah

Whats with the Poking??????

As a girl i don't get it.

Wow this is weird but i just went to see.....doot doot doooo.....estrella! I decided why not i mean i should let things go and meh anger isn't my thing. So i spoke to her and it was good, awkward coz i had no idea what to say but it was good. I don't think i have spoken to her for about a few years which is weird coz i'v still got contact with all of my best eex mates or whatever so i think its good to keep a bond even if its not close its good to know things arent all heavy and weird like the use to be or like they didn't use to be...maybe it was on my part but i don't think i'll take it.

thats the second old friend i've spoken to this month i spoke to rekha the other day and that was like good old times and i think i reallllllyyy liked the fact that she never asks about my "private intimate life" as half the ppl i haven't talked to in yonks ask. Its like oh my gosh she is, is she has she hasn't she????? meh but i guess thats like me with the whole how much do you earn line heheh

Well last week i did something different i went to watch the BASKETBALL yay!!! it was tres exciting, they did the mexican wave and the foot thumps and it was sooo cool coz the 36ers won! Yay i went with Kate from work and her mommy sue whom i also work with. It was a good night and i definately will be doing that soon!

- okay just realised that sounded like a was a twelve year old girl riting in her diary about her really cool night ehhehe gosh i love myself hehehe mwah ppl and keep keeping mwah

ps. I aint a poking type of chink fyi

Did it work

Be Strong...Be Powerful...Be Graceful...Be Sexy...Be an Angel and SMILE ALOT!!!

Geez everything is startin to look and feel and taste the bloody same until i'm outside in the nice cool breeze and the sun is blinding my eyes i wish i could just live in the sunlight forever.

I feel like i don't want to rite anything coz i don't want to reck anything once you've said something or written someting down or acknowledged something it goes all down hill coz you know its happening and you think that hey can i stop it and you find out that yeah you stop it wreck it and fuck it up therefore hate yourself forever noticing something so meaningless!

blah blah blah if i was given the option to talk about my life and how unsemi-shit it is i think i wouldn't do it coz i know someone wants to hear it or would i do coz they do and i know they'll listen. I'd like that no one has to care about what i mean half the time but its nice when someone can jsut freaken listen to you moan and when they can't its suchhhh a major annoyance coz you know you basically do it for them all the time even if its not realised. Not talking bout anything specific coz i never do i'm a half is awesome half is crappy and i just want to be funking alone kind of girl. But i guess everyone is like that except no one really knows coz noone wants to really hear someone complain but tell me how do you know when someone is complaining or really having a major difficult prob????? Thats why i hate ppl that funking make up buulllshit that has never taken place or just take all the attention coz it will seem that you dont do that then obviously you have no problem and that you are all dandy when duh you are all but dandy! But i don't know thats just me the boy who cried wolf got what he deserved

bye and don't think that i'm riting this becuz i want ppl to think about my life and who the hell i really am coz i know who i am and thats all that matters its just that things need to be brought out on to pages or words i prefer somewheere where no one really goes to know me.

vacations a funny word

I'm in the library and it seems this is where i come before my shifts every morning to do some catch up.

I was going to rite heaps more like about how i broke down the computer this morning and my calfs are killing me but i have forgotten and are finding riting in the morning not so great so mayb next week i'll have more to report mwah loverz