I could cry but i won't! Solo me voy a morir

Work was fine i think i'm kinda gtn there but i don't think the cafe life is for me i'd rather be in an office doing something boring or other stuff that doesn't require me to be vibrant. But ofcourse if i love the job ofcourse i will be vibrant.

Got my skoolies photos back and i am depressed becuz i thought that i had taken heaps more of the gals and i but i was mistaken! I think my favourite is of Marcus and i only coz i look good especially seeing as we had no sleep and were very hungry and even though there was bread it didn't help it was salty. Ne how I look good and so does he, he is pulling a stupid face but it makes me laugh. They all do i didn't realise that when i was takin them half the people were just making faces! It's funny i love it. That is y u need to have a camera everywhere you go becuz of the memoriesss. hehe And before you wonder what film yes it is the other film. I still haven't seen rugrats one yet so hopefully the girls are more in ther.

The reason i want photos of the girls is becuz if you don't know by now i am moving! Yes i know it's so shocking oh i know i will have a panick attack sooner or later but not yet, not yet maybe now? no no didn't happen. We have now come to the conclusion well mother has now come to the agreement with the rest of the family that we are moving on saturday so we are no longer there sunday! DEVASTATING i know very hard to take in, (you mite not know this but i keep saying that sarcastically.) I think my sarcasm helps me hind what it is i feel or maybe it's the way i express it i dnt know and i'm sure you guys don't care! Ne how i took several pictures of Marcus by himself, of his neck and of us. The one with Laura makes me laugh as well there all soo cute.

When i saw Barbie and Laura at skoolies it was sooo adorable they were kissing me and huggin me and saying the sweetest things! HOT. I'll miss those girls coz even if i don't talk to them all the time they were great to seee and talk to at school. I hope Laura's dream of becoming an interior designer happen becuz she is sooo sweet and she deserves nothing but goodness in the world. She is swweeet to anybody she meets and she doesn't fake it her friendlyness makes me want to be friendly so i thank her in that. MWAH! Barbie was sooo cute i've never seen her drunk besides the formal i don't care what others say i swear she was tipsy! She told me how she straightened her hair and everyone thout it looked really good but she was all like dude i just straightened my hair theres no difference! We laughed and laughed, i laughed coz she was drunk and cute she laughed prob coz she was drunk! heheheh

Another thing that happened at skoolies was the FANTASTIC fun that i had with my friends i love them! O yeah awkward convos happened hehehe i love them too! Plus a look that will never ever escape my mind! NEVER, stupid look it makes me feel happy when i think about it though. But ohhh stupid look!

Weird still not really sinking in bot leaving i want to stay as much as possible. I think i'm ignoring it coz i haven't really thought about it. I keep fidgetting and moving i don't want to think about it. It'll make me too upset.