Italiana Putana

heheh OH i just found out that Phoebe has finally arrived in Italy and can't help but feel jealous but even more happy for her! It's like when you see the cutest most adorablest couple finally get together it's like butterflies in your stomach even if all you do is watch from afar, it's so darn exciting!

I'm s'pose to be applying for my FAN but i'll most likely do that 2mrw only becuz i'm too tired and don't want to risk making a mistake while doing it. I need to be able to have energy and be attentive to all questions and information which is being delivered to me. I then have to apply for hecs which is a pain coz when i think about all the expenses i start to doubt whether or not i will actually get a real "adult job" after it all. I keep wondering whether it's worth me throwing 3 or 4 years down the drain getting drained from all my homework? I don't know but somehow i want to get a night time job which means i will need my license so i beta start studying the bloody thing! Next year i want to have my license and be able to drive even if it is around the corner. If i did have a car i don't know how long i'd use it before i started walking...I hate just sitting half the time. Oh well i can always drop out but i will try and toughen it out! I promise! If not to you then to myself after all this is who i'm doing it for if i can't prove to myself that i can achieve this i will become a fragile little no body? meh i'm tired can't rite or make sense but me know what me saying.

Ciao Loverz

Addicted: Ice Cream (nekind but mainly Cold Rock with brownie!!!) Mmmmmmmmmmmm